went to watch 2012 today with shiyun after the phys test..its totally wow and superb..great catch and must watch!

real hectic life recently...finally ended 1 proj last fri, 1 term paper this tues, a test on wed and today...and next sat marks the start of my final exams! gosh time doesnt fly in uni...it rockets >.<

anw back to 2012..we watched it at plaza sing, tot it was chao hua suan coz today is the last day for student price ($6.50) with complementary popcorn..(in the end vivo had a much better deal -.-) although i'm still trying to figure out the phys portion at the start of the movie (sth to do with the sun that sudd erupts rapidly thus emitting some photon/proton thingy, then resulting in crust displacement and pole reversal etc) but overall the movie was great with wonderful graphics and nice storyline..it balances out the nice and evil sides of mankind throughout the movie and no doubt it was a movie tt sets ur adrenaline gushing..haha shiyun and i were constantly in the jing3 ji2 zhuang4 tai4 and the moment our water taps unleashed, there's no way to stop it =x the guys to my right were luffing away and according to shiyun, the 2 aunties beside werent crying either...makes me wonder why the 2 of us were sobbing away =/ ( even when no one was able to die...the simple scene of water gushing in or ground breaking apart can trigger our tears..tts how good the graphics is)
there's quite a lot of jing1 dian3 scenes in the movie..some that makes u luff, some tt makes u curse and swear while some simply makes u cry..

this is really a movie worth watching..but for ladies, pls do rem to bring a packet of tissue paper along..=p

hectic week ahead...gonna start camping in bedok library le =s

just a few questions:

1. Excuses or reasons? Is it just something to make you feel less guilty...or just something to help you escape from the reality...ask ur conscience...
2. Ready or not ready?
3. Much effort or no effort? it isnt about wonderful performance..its about the amt of effort shown to bring out ur own best potential...
4. Remorseful or cant be bothered?
5. Reflection or hatred?
men xin zi wen...

wad have we done wrong? i'm really totally clueless...absolutely...the framework? the attitude? the techniques? the communication? or are we simply lost in the youngsters' world? seems like we really cant take things for granted; what seems to be li suo dang ran in the past may not be so nowadays..are we answerable for such phenomenon?

are we not needed and redundant? will it be better off w/o us? if tts the case i'll be more than happy to leave...

angry? no....disappointed? no...its gek xim...it is heartbreaking to know that things are not turning out in the way that u'd been expecting...and its heartbreaking to see that things are not reciprocal...when others misunderstood ur good will for something else and repays u with hatred, utter displeasure and wad not...

enuff said...enuff mentioned...if some ppl simply prefer to indulge in self-denial, be my guest...i probably cant be bothered with it anymore...

pissed off to the max...i cant imagine someone just took my lab report, change my name to his and submit the report as his!!!! basket...

the guy who took my report was acty my first lab partner...din thought of him as such a person acty...but wad he did really disgust me...totally..

he claimed that he had no time to do his report (EXCUSES!!!) so he asked his female lab mate for her copy..duno wad went wrong in the process the lab mate ended up giving him mine report..so he happily deleted the names at the last page and insert his, print and submit to the TA my report...let me repeat...MY REPORT....

we were so shocked when we saw the exact same lab report lying in front of us yest when our reports were given back to us..at first i was still wondering how come jinghan submitted 2 copies of our report in different fonts (one in calibri and one in arial) until i flipped to the last page and saw that one of them has the name of tt guy...totally stunned and shocked...no words could come out of my mouth at that point of time..

and our very smart TA happily marked both copied without realising that they were the same and gave the exact same comments...how 'smart' right...so we went to ask her what went wrong in between and apparently she seem to be shocked on her side as well..wonderfulll reaction -.- she appeared to be slightly pissed and claimed that she'll ask him about it...but i seriously doubt her words (how to believe in someone who gives back the first 3 lab reports when the test is over and its the last pract??!?!)

couldnt bear the curiousity and rage, so i sms him just now to ask about things....zero guilt and totally dun see the fault in him...perfect...
'anyways it is not graded'
'anything serious happened?'
'haha...wat happened?'
omg u totally pluck my report and submit it under ur name and u dun see any fault in it?!?!!?! wake up your idea pls.

pissed to the max...let me emphasise....PISSED!

jasmine is finally 19years old..

haha as compared to the one last year, this year's bdae is slightly more peaceful and low-profile...at least dun ve the super big heart-shape with unglam photos of me on it hor hor hor laogong =p

so yup..a super cute bear frm jenna and PJ..erm a ms happy soft huggy thingy frm my aunt...and a treat to dinner + surprise cake frm HK..haha bigbig thank you to all these ppl and not forgeting those who sent their well wishes =)

well its rather special this year coz my chinese and english bdae acty falls on the same day..so haha those who believes in 4-D can go buy 1230 ya =p

aloha~

the entire recess week zoomed past just lidat..haix nothing constructive to my studies >.<

went for HO induction yest and had a crazy day at sentosa...=p

erm yup happened to have 2 rather hyper snrs in my team with 3 other freshies..erm started losing frm the first game so not really a very good sign la huh...only managed to win one of the games when all of us sacrificed by storing sea water in our mouths >.<
yup so the consequence of being the 4th but not the last team, was to be provide the other 3 teams with the PRIVILEGE to bury us under the sand up till the NECK...so yaaaaa kena buried lor...
haha but all in all, its FUN!! really got to know a lot of ppl and forge new frenships...so i guess hobtc shld be quite enjoyable ba with so many frens =)

went back to hta to help out for quiz comp today...gosh haven been there for 2 years? and tdy i turned out to be the oldest CI there >.< for once, i'm a laojiao...=x

erm to be very frank, the performance of the brand new CIs werent very pleasing...ok perhaps i'm no one to judge them..but the way they behave in public and how they hold themselves as a CI is rather disappointing..imagine if you see a group of CIs in public wearing the CI crest-tee spouting vulgarities,using crude words...wad will you think of them? or rather, wad will u think about NPCC as a whole? perhaps the most common ans will be that the NPCC standard is going down the drain becoz we have such CIs...started to wonder wad acty went wrong in cibtc...mmmmmmm

well who says tt cadets nowadays are getting worse?? i find my first 2 shifts de cadets totally adorable pls..its a matter of how you communicate with them and how far are you willing to reach out to them..it was the first time i got into contact with them, but the conversation was simply wonderful..esp when i'd only interacted with them for less than 30mins to be exact and yet they can be all smiles when they bid goodbye, with thanks coming one after another...now i do believe that it takes 2 hands to clap..

one of the cadets was really cute...she acty asked me if i'd polished my own boots -.-' haha so i asked her who else but myself..then the next qns was how did i manage to make it shine lidat, wad did i use to polish my boots...haha come to think of it now, my ans was really quite idiotic..."kiwi and water lo" =x but its the truth!!! then i went ard the classroom to take a look at their boots, quite saddening if you know wad i mean...poor cadets with no instructors/seniors to teach them how to polish their boots...come to think of it, have i really put in effort in teaching my cadets how to polish their boots when all we know is to demand to see a pair of shiny boots by the next activity..things that might seem to be common sense/logic/knowledge at our time may not be that case now..so qns is, have we been doing the right things?

everything ended at ard close to 2..went to lot 1 with michelle, lianyu and others for lunch..haha surprisingly, we met MJ at the foodcourt upstairs..haha he haven changed a bit (ok except for the botak head =p) still as boyboy-ish as the last time i saw him..well maybe i haven changed after so long as well =/ went for a movie '9' at 4 with the same group of ppl...haha here's the interesting part:
9 ppl went to watch the movie '9' at the price of $9 per tic
wads more interesting is 6 out of 9 started dozing off and falling aslp half-way thru the movie (or maybe lesser than half-way =x) apparently only me, wanling and FI stamford (is this the correct spelling?? mmmm..) stayed awake thruout, but quite sad for stamford sir la huh...wanling and i totally enjoyed the movie, the other 6 who dozed off did manage to catch some main pts abt the movie at the end..BUT the poor stamford sir who stayed awake thruout totally catch no ball XD
but oh wells, it was all fun and laughters...seriously haven had such a good time for a damn long time...

not recognised...not appreciated...tts how jasmine's always been treated...
xi guan jiu hao...

zao gao...my immune system is getting lousy..fever, sorethroat, flu, gastric all looking up for me...tiann ahhhhhhh..and the stupid gastric had been giving me a lot of problem recently..