Sunday, September 27, 2009

aloha~

the entire recess week zoomed past just lidat..haix nothing constructive to my studies >.<

went for HO induction yest and had a crazy day at sentosa...=p

erm yup happened to have 2 rather hyper snrs in my team with 3 other freshies..erm started losing frm the first game so not really a very good sign la huh...only managed to win one of the games when all of us sacrificed by storing sea water in our mouths >.<
yup so the consequence of being the 4th but not the last team, was to be provide the other 3 teams with the PRIVILEGE to bury us under the sand up till the NECK...so yaaaaa kena buried lor...
haha but all in all, its FUN!! really got to know a lot of ppl and forge new frenships...so i guess hobtc shld be quite enjoyable ba with so many frens =)

Saturday, September 12, 2009

went back to hta to help out for quiz comp today...gosh haven been there for 2 years? and tdy i turned out to be the oldest CI there >.< for once, i'm a laojiao...=x

erm to be very frank, the performance of the brand new CIs werent very pleasing...ok perhaps i'm no one to judge them..but the way they behave in public and how they hold themselves as a CI is rather disappointing..imagine if you see a group of CIs in public wearing the CI crest-tee spouting vulgarities,using crude words...wad will you think of them? or rather, wad will u think about NPCC as a whole? perhaps the most common ans will be that the NPCC standard is going down the drain becoz we have such CIs...started to wonder wad acty went wrong in cibtc...mmmmmmm

well who says tt cadets nowadays are getting worse?? i find my first 2 shifts de cadets totally adorable pls..its a matter of how you communicate with them and how far are you willing to reach out to them..it was the first time i got into contact with them, but the conversation was simply wonderful..esp when i'd only interacted with them for less than 30mins to be exact and yet they can be all smiles when they bid goodbye, with thanks coming one after another...now i do believe that it takes 2 hands to clap..

one of the cadets was really cute...she acty asked me if i'd polished my own boots -.-' haha so i asked her who else but myself..then the next qns was how did i manage to make it shine lidat, wad did i use to polish my boots...haha come to think of it now, my ans was really quite idiotic..."kiwi and water lo" =x but its the truth!!! then i went ard the classroom to take a look at their boots, quite saddening if you know wad i mean...poor cadets with no instructors/seniors to teach them how to polish their boots...come to think of it, have i really put in effort in teaching my cadets how to polish their boots when all we know is to demand to see a pair of shiny boots by the next activity..things that might seem to be common sense/logic/knowledge at our time may not be that case now..so qns is, have we been doing the right things?

everything ended at ard close to 2..went to lot 1 with michelle, lianyu and others for lunch..haha surprisingly, we met MJ at the foodcourt upstairs..haha he haven changed a bit (ok except for the botak head =p) still as boyboy-ish as the last time i saw him..well maybe i haven changed after so long as well =/ went for a movie '9' at 4 with the same group of ppl...haha here's the interesting part:
9 ppl went to watch the movie '9' at the price of $9 per tic
wads more interesting is 6 out of 9 started dozing off and falling aslp half-way thru the movie (or maybe lesser than half-way =x) apparently only me, wanling and FI stamford (is this the correct spelling?? mmmm..) stayed awake thruout, but quite sad for stamford sir la huh...wanling and i totally enjoyed the movie, the other 6 who dozed off did manage to catch some main pts abt the movie at the end..BUT the poor stamford sir who stayed awake thruout totally catch no ball XD
but oh wells, it was all fun and laughters...seriously haven had such a good time for a damn long time...

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

not recognised...not appreciated...tts how jasmine's always been treated...
xi guan jiu hao...

zao gao...my immune system is getting lousy..fever, sorethroat, flu, gastric all looking up for me...tiann ahhhhhhh..and the stupid gastric had been giving me a lot of problem recently..

Monday, September 7, 2009

omg jasmine lian is so so stupid...she'd done nothing bt stupid things for the past 18 years..wad a waste of life...

y did i rush out of home in the midst of studying? y did i ran around looking for that shop? why did i cross the road like it has no cars? why did i sit down there for half-an-hour in the breeze and ended up sneezing non-stop right now? why did i choose to walk away and hide in my hermit shell?!?!?! damn..

u wanted to know why i'd turned up there?

i tot u'd be upset...i tot u needed a shoulder or a pair of listening ears...i tot u needed warmth...

i guess i was wrong...

i tot i'd learnt smart...i tot i'd let go...i tot i'd no more tears left...

i guess i was wrong for the 2nd time...

bu shi sheng qi...bu shi shi wang...shi xin tong...
ok its all over...be it right or wrong, its all over...(ok AAR excluded)

nt gonna blog abt the comp itself..bt just some thoughts after the comp..

just some questions over here...not directed to anyone bt just some food for thought.

if something goes wrong, will you:
(a) flare and get the person in-charge of it to settle the problem
(b) get it done yourself and let the person-in-charge know about it after that

if something goes wrong, will you:
(a) brood over it
(b) make the best out of it

if you'd alr trying the best to put in effort,will you:
(a) recognise the effort put in
(b) harp on the mistakes

duno..its just all random thoughts that had been running thru my mind for the past few days...

its the first time i felt so tired...its the first time i felt tt my heart stopped and died...guess there's no turning back...