happy new year ppl!!!

haven update for quite a few days lo..had been busy preparing for new year and doing lots of house-visiting..

this year's cny eve was special coz i was the only one who shou3 shui4..tt piggy brother of mine totally knocked out at 12plus..played 2 rounds of chinese chess online and lost terribly..haha horrible la, made me lose right at the beginning of the year..then played daidee aft tt all the way till 4 plus..then frens went to slp le so i nua-ed online till ard 6..woke everyone in my family up and went to bugis si ma lu to baibai..came home aft tt and started preparing for the dinner..relatives came at ard 5+ 6 and there goes all the monkeys..oh i mean kids =p..run in run out, climb here climb there...i can go be super nanny loooo..went over to my 4th uncle's hse after dinner..played audition for the 2nd time haha and my results arent tt bad..had a gals' talk aft tt till ard 11 then zao home..

helped my brother with the marking of his students' scripts the next day...4 classes of paper sia..then he still have the cheeks to tell me very easy to mark one...easy then cannot ownself mark ahh?? >.<>

went to meet yet another job consultant from recruit express yest...wait for 15 mins and he only talked to me for less than 5 mins -.-lll apparently i was the only one who dressed formally larhx..the rest of the teens there all wear skinny jeans plus t-shirt...how to convince others to find u a job when u dun even know the basic courtesy of an interview sia?? anyway went over to my 1st uncle's hse again for dinner coz there were a lot of fresh ingredients for steamboat left over..so went there to help them clear up the food...waahahaha jasmine is getting pro-er at daidee!!! hehe at least there were more wins last night as compared to the cny eve..

woke up early this morning to go baibai again (at a different location though) then went over to 2nd uncle's/grandparents' hse to bai nian...haha the wind there is sooooo gooddddd tt i fell aslp on the sofa =x...

tml going back chungcheng, sat gotta go teach and sun going linlaoshi's hse plus 3rd uncle's hse..

oh mannnnn i'm soooooooooooooo HAPPY FOR MY 2 SPECIAL FRENS!!! haha jasmine is so so so happy to see tt the 2 of them are finally getting tgt coz i know tt the guy will be a gem to my girlfriend..haha must treasure each other yea?? =D man..tt guy is freaky romantic..to the extent tt i feel like smacking him le..hahaha he was pondering over what to get for tt girl during v day..so i gave him a few suggestions and it all turned out to be 'i gave her before le' -.- totally sian 1/2 pls...haha lidat in future wad can u give sia!!! but its ok i believe the set-up tt i'd described to u last night is sufficient to make her superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr touched...wahahah i wanted to say last night tt we can have another business proposal lo..the 2 of us can go set up a wedding-planning company...haha then we can be those super pro wedding-coordinator...oh man haha everything will be sooo perfect with our ideas!! XD anyway must jiayou ya!!! ALL THE BEST TO U AND HER!!!

haha think i'm really crazy le..i'm acty happier and more excited than tt guy larhx..hahah cant help la..just feel so happy for them..^^

yi qie sui yuan ba..shi wo de jiu shi wo de..bu shi wo de zai zhen me qiang qiu ye mei yong...wo kan kai le..guo yi tian, shi yi tian ba =)

oh i missed out on a point abt yest..haha i saw MR NGOH!!!!! haha he was shopping at the compass point metro yest with his wife too...mm the wife looks quite elegant and classy wor wahahah mr ngoh has got good taste..=p went over to da zhao hu then the first qns that popped out frm his mouth was 'pei nan peng you lai mai yi fu ah?'..if possible, i would have penged immediately right at tt spot..lol had a hard time explaining to him larhx...dang he better dun spread the word or i'm doomed..>.<

tired~~~

damn i just realised tt my hp no given in the resume has mistakes!!! but luckily the one i gave in the email is the right one...>.<

applied for more jobs this morning = send out tons of resumes with the wrong hp number >.<

chiahow asked me out to shop in the afternoon..went to compass point for lunch and walk walk ard to help him look for cny clothes..i ended up shopping for edwin's bdae pressie..hahaha horrible jasmine..anw ch bought a t-shirt which i think was rather nice..haha nxt time pls find ur other 18/07 de gals to go shopping with you ok?? as i'd said, i'm the kind of person who goes shopping with wad i wanna buy in mind alr so usually i dun go walk walk ard de..and i believe they'll ve a better taste than me =p

bought edwin a dark blue tie with some simple design on it..tt tie caught my eyes the moment i saw it..haha machiam yi jian zhong qing la huh..like it coz of the colour and texture..its nt the normal smooth smooth kind..so pretty unique in my eyes at least..errr duno if its branded or not lehx..just feel tt its nice lo..just hope tt the salesgirl who wrapped it up just now remembered to take off the price tag =x

went down to serangoon to pass edwin the pressie just now and we walked to the interchange..haha i learnt new things!!! now i know tt the level of 'formality' is pretty much related to the spectrum of colours..the lighter the colour, the more formal it is and vice versa..haha now i noe black is mainly for entertainment lo...good good so in future i wun make these mistakes when i step into the corporate world..=)

guess i'm gonna be converted to maria again later...need to buy more stuff = maria needs to carry heavy things..tian ahh my hands totally peel until cannot peel le lo..haha this kind of hands dun nid to get married le larhx XD

woo hoo my 90th post~~ haha crazy jasmine..

had a lot of crazy tots recently..the most recent one was tt i suddenly have the urge to get married..XD haha crazy rite?? i started to wonder what kind of guy would i fall for to be my hubby..wad kind of marriage will the 2 of us have..wad kind of wife will i become?? someone who will stay at home and look aft kids, cook dinner, wait for hubby to come home and give him a big big hug??? haha a lot of images flashed thru in my mind..all those sweet sweet and heart-warming images..haha crazy la me..thinking of marriage when i'm nt even attached =P

frankly speaking..given my current pi2 qi4 and character, i dun think any guy will dare to marry me la huh..=P i realised i'm acty very strong-headed..very dominating...very da4 nv3 ren2...yi niao yi ren just dun seem to fit me la huh..not now at the very least..mm perhaps the feng shui master was spot on in saying tt my eyes are grown on the top of my head yea, and i'll have a rather late marriage at ard 30+...

i just realised i'm working on both the eve of the eve of cny and V day..darn..cant really enjoy my hols..haha made a big fuss abt it just now to phy when i realised i'll ve to work on v day..bt then came to realise tt there's nth for me to grumble when i have no date -.-

went to popular just now to get the materials needed to make jiejie's 21st bdae pressie..mm duno whats on her wishlist so guess i'll just fa hui my diy and handicraft skills la huh..hehe hope she'll like the pressie..for now it'll be a secret..shhhhh~~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JERENE DEAR!!! aiya wanted to give her another surprise like what we'd done last year de..bt then she got celebration with her family so bo bian lo..sianed wanted to hide in her hse even before she return frm work de then can pop up in front of her when she returns home..but well my plan kinda fail..=x nvm we'll find one day and go out tgt kk dear!! =D

hai jasmine is getting crazier by the min..who knows wad kind of weird weird thoughts she'll have on her mind later XD

totally maria-fied these few days...>.<

coz daddy sold away the van so now have to run a few trips to buy all the new year stuff back..those things are damn heavy!! haha luckily i'm np-trained..went to buy lots of new year food and those deco stuff..so the entire afternoon yest was spent decorating the hse alone..i din know climbing up the ladder and standing w/o support would be so scary man..jasmine a.k.a maria...

went to grandparents' hse this morning then yet another trip to the bedok supermarket to buy more stuff..and the stupid auntified trolley is getting on my nerves..i'll rather carry those heavy bags of stuff than to use the irritating trolley..came back, arranged those stuff and cooked dinner...

i just realised my posts are getting more and more hsewife-ish sia!! damn damn damn...this is totally horrible...i near to change my life style sia!!! >.<

jasmine is highly irritatable (flammable) these few days..my brother just got me into flames of fiery yest morning..totally piss me off man..took my baking stuff w/o asking me..fgt it if its for his own uses..he took everything, wait let me emphasize - EVERYTHING, in the cupboard and brought it to his gf's hse to bake..W/O ASKING ME! darn..he was banging those drawers early in the morning and woke me up..so i went into the kitchen and saw him gopping the stuff, having the cheeks to sound li3 zhi2 qi4 zhuang4 when i asked him wad he was doing..those ingredients were bought on my own account, and he is bringing all of those for his gf to bake cookies to SELL AND EARN MONEY...cmon tell me how fair this is..TOTALLY PISSED!!! and there wasnt even a single 'sorry' or 'may i?' from him..not a single word..wads worse was my mom acty sided with him and her..damn now who's ur daughter? who was the maria who cared abt the family, who bothered to do all the spring cleaning, who went to supermarkets with you to carry those freaking heavy stuff, who wasted her time decorating the hse which no one freaking cares?!?! SO WAD IF HE IS THE SON?? I AM NOT TO BE TAKEN FOR GRANTED OF!!

thats it..jasmine is ending this post with a fishing pissed mood..

yea..jasmine is sick..yet again...=/

din get a good slp last night..or maybe i should say this morning..kept tossing and turning..then woke up 7.30 to go for work..

was alr a little feverish these few days..but it kinda became worse after yest night..was feeling damn groggy this morning..how i wish i could have just stay in bed for a little longer..

had a few short dizzy spells today and i felt as though i was burning inside with a cold surface outside..barfed my dinner out just now too..>.<>

haha silly jasmine..stupid jasmine..duno why she cares so much for wad...seriously dumb dumb sia..and here she is typing this stupid post not knowing whether anyone will be reading it not..haha wad an ironic life..jasmine is laughing at herself..

when was the last time she'd cried?? months ago??

she's feeling lost now...scared...scared of sth bad happening...scared of losing someone...

'scared' has never been in her dictionary...but now it is..

i dun wan i dun want i dun want

hello ppl~~~

hectic days on thurs, fri and sat..

prepared for the CSI thingy till ard 3.30am and it turned out to be quite a disaster on friday...such a disappointment jasmine lian!! darn..i was too arrogant..i thought it would be a success...when was the last time that jasmine lian was so so so cranky and disorganized?? horrible jasmine..you've let urself down...you've let others down as well..such a failure

went to work early on sat coz i totally din read thru the lesson plans on friday..thanks to him for the free ride to work..=) first lesson was really relaxed but i had to crack my brains to think of stuff to entertain him...2nd cls was mad...dealt with a super arrogant kid and the whole pace was super slow..had to rush to finish the lesson..in contrast the 3rd cls (same module) was so much better and i still have time to chat with the gals..last class was mad too when i was struggling to control the 2 drift-away boys while keeping in mind tt i was been observed..

practically ran out of the centre at ard 6.05..haha totally cant wait to get out of the place..went for a spin and had dinner...then totally nua-ed at changi beach park..wow the breeze there is WOO HOO..haha afro head =x nua-ed till ard 9.30 then was brought to old CH for a creepy tour..tian ahh i totally have no idea tt the chalet i had last time was SO CLOSE to old CH!!! haha good tt i din know if not i would have freaked out..=x was sent home after tt..reached home ard 10 plus if i'm nt wrong..now i'm confused again..hai...wad shld i do???

yea i know tt cardon dioxide and hydrogen can never form an equation...unless if i'm reading too much into things...

who was the idiot who came up with the saying that not everything has to be spoken??? bad idea...very very bad..

happy happy happy~~~ hehe jasmine is happy..though the cadets are still the same...the damn adult fare is still the same...her life is still as busy and tiring..but she is still happy..just for a simple reason..

haha duno y recently i'm getting more and more used to writing stuff abt myself in a 3rd person's context..haha maybe i can think better that way..looking at things around me from a bigger picture..

was pretty busy these few days..sunday went to smu with jiamin and 2 kids to discuss about the CSI thingy for 9th jan..fun discussion...jiamin and i bought soy bean drink and egg tart for the kids..haha they seriously like small boyboy pls..

initially promised dong to go for the squad outing de..bt in the end i had to stay at home to look after mama coz she fell ill and after which i oso kenna the flu..horrible..was totally a hsewife for the entire day..haha tiring..

mmm spent the whole of yest doing up the autopsy report plus other csi details..hehe the autopsy report is cool pls..wah but it was done with much agony coz i had to keep refering to 5-6 other samples..haha lots of biological terms popped up so i had to keep wikipedia them..went out at night..went to dou feng and nua at ecp...then had dinner/supper at changi...nua part 2 at somewhere near changi..then sent me home..hehx happy..but hidden agenda not met..mmm well its ok some other days bahx..

went back to chung cheng this afternoon with my stomach empty >.<>

just came back from another spin..haha cool..but throughout the whole trip i was very hesitant to say sth..mmm shld i say it?? duno lehx..seems like today is not his day..so dun really want to add on to the trouble list..alrights..shall make it some other day bahx..=)

rights ppl..back to my autopsy report and lab reports...>.<

hello ppl...

jasmine officially declares that she hates ironing trousers..haha so my pitiful future husband will suffer XD

had been super busy with np stuff these few days..haha i'm seeing my fellow instructors on almost everyday and opening up my 'NPCC' folder almost everyday in my lappy..haha getting a little tired le huh..there are still a lot of things waiting for me to look into..

tt person just dun get it..i may be the main subj of ur life..but that doesnt mean tt you have to be the main subj of my life you understand? i have my own life to lead to and you can expect me to be concerned abt everything abt you...tts just not fair..i do get tired with this you know? i'm really really getting irritated with it not coz of your presence, bt coz i duno how to deal with it..and i get a little freaked out..just do me this little favour pls??

jasmine is super determined in getting rid of this lan tao hua this year 2009..haha this is her NEW new year resolution...no more nonsense..no more playing ard...2009 will be the year for her to do all those things that she'd given up in the past 6years..its high time to get back wad she deserves..it'll also be a year for jasmine to earn lots of money as uni fees..work np work np work np..tts basically wads in line for her till uni starts bahx

new year aim:
- get rid of the lan tao hua
- remain single till tt special someone comes knocking on her door
- earn money
- learn dance!!!
- set whats wrong right in np
- help those in need of one
- catch up with ppl whom i'd neglected in the past
- stop procrastinating
- be a simple and happy girl who smiles when her sight is all filled with him...