had a bad start for the day...my parents went to see the HOD, all because for my disgusting results..well its definitely a wake-up call for mi...so no more dreaming no more slacking!!! and strictly no more time for keeping my mind occupied by some other stuff de!!!! >.<

hahaz but the rest of the day was still quite ok lahx...bio spa wasn't that tough and hopefully i din screw up..haha but i swear i really feel like eating the apple puree in the small beaker!!! it simply smells so so wonderful lahx..but dun noe whether got chemical in it not..=x hmm but the timetable was quite packed today..one lesson straight after another..haha no time to take a breather sia..good thing there's no official lessons tml...phew..=P

yeah i'm looking forward to tml...National Day Parade!!!! haha wells..its just a small one lahx..bt at least we're all proud to be a part of the marching and flag contingent...we represent the pride we have in our UGs...argh but i'm still struggling whether to wear the cadet's uniform or the CI one...sharks..oh wells, see my mood lahx hehex...so guys, jiayou for tml yea?! its our last time drilling and marching together in the contingent! so let it be our best shot and impress the rest!!! =)

if tt someone happens to see this post...i'll like to say something...wo bu zai xi huan ni le!! suo yi fang xi de qu zhui xun ni suo yao de ba, bu yao you ren he de kui jiu huo qian gua...wo bu hui fang zai xing shang de...jia you lo..wo hui zhi chi ni de...yong yuan de...zhi chi ni...^^

haha back to blog again...paiseh for the last 2 emo-tic posts..but i'd finally woke up...was on my way home a few days back, and i saw this gal on the same bus as me..she came down from the upper deck of the bus and alighted at the same bus-stop as me..i waited at the bus-stop for my nxt bus and she walked away, into a path which will probably take 20 minutes to reach home...

wondering why am i saying this story which appears to be so normal? becoz this gal whom i'm talking about is someone who is born handicapped...her left leg is only half the length of her the other leg and she supports herself with an artificial leg...and she is merely a primary school kid...the path to home may seem to only take us 20 minutes..but to her, it can be 30 minutes, 40 minutes or more...carrying the heavy sch bag, limping under the big hot sun, accepting all the weird glances..i seriously wonder how is she able to stand up tall and brave and i truly admire her...tt incident finally knocked some sense into me..why am i so bothered and troubled by my small problems when a younger kid out there can take in much more than i could? so for those who are reading this post right now..dun grumble and complain about your life when you're already so so much more fortunate than some others out there...be gladful and learn to appreciate what you have..and not think of what you lack of..

and i just came to realise tt some things are just not so easy to be forgotten..the more you want to forget it..the more you will be reminded of it..ironic rite? haha well tts life...change it or accept it, as i'd always mentioned...i certainly hope tt my emotions will nt affect my Bio SPA tml..cannot afford to screw up anymore test le..haha so shall set my mind clear tml, no more imaginations, no more brooding over stuff, no more figures in my mind..

CONCENTRATE CONCENTRATE AND CONCENTRATE!!!! haha i must be going bonkers le...well good luck to all those taking bio spa tml or even to those who'd taken it today...jiayou lo everyone!! =)