Song of the Day - 你要的不是我

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你知道吗 走了好远 我才能去面对 这份牵挂 沉默伤悲

你要的不是我 心碎的失去轮廓

曾经给你的感动 只是情绪的波动

能给的不是我 放任你沉溺自由

掩饰不了我的笨拙 就连说话都会颤抖

我被遗忘在 你遗忘的角落

haha find this song very pleasing to my ears today..these few lines had already fully explained...

hmm it was an emotional one this morning..though TJCians are all used to learning to weird weird "holy" music (pardon my choice of words) everyday before flag-raising, but today's song really made me very emo..haha it was the "My Heart Will Go On" from Celine Dion played in the movie "Titanic", that will be the song of the day for tml! well..at tt instant, i seriously felt like crying while listening to the song..all the emotions simply just surge out, out from nowhere...and haha i swear i was tearing already, just a few more seconds to make my tears drop..hmm probably tt explains my sian-ness in school today bahx..cant seem to be able to find energy in whatever i did..so so reluctant and tired..even doing drills cant cheer me up..haha sth must be very wrong with me i guess..and maybe i'm getting better and better in hiding all my feelings, coz none of my frenx felt tt i'm weird today..so after all, i mastered 1 skill..sth worth to be happy about?

bad day..totally ruined...got no time to complete my bio mock spa, for duno wad reason..cant really absorb and internalise wad was taught in bio lect..pw was the worst..followed by the disappointing econs tutorial with disgusting grades for my case-study, and even the lunch which can never fails to turn me on, fails to do so today...drill session was bad as well, so slack...nth much happened in during PDP..and now here i am..lost and clueless on how to go about starting and completing my EoM...sometimes i just feel tt life is so tiring, to the extent tt i really wanna give it up..slping w/o having to wake up the next morning...won't tt be wonderful?

Somewehere, a voice calls, in the depths of my heart: "Keep dreaming your dreams, don't ever let them part."

Why speak of all you sadness or of life's painful woes? Instead, let the same lips sing a gentle song for you.

The whispering voice, we never want to forget. In each passing memory, always there to guide you.

When a mirror has been broken, shattered pieces scattered on the ground, glimpses of new life reflected all around.

Window of beginning, stillness, new light of the dawn, let my silent empty body be filled and reborn.

No need to search outside, nor sail across the sea. Cause here shining inside me, it's right here inside me.

I've found a brightness, it's always with me.

Taken from the ending part of "Spirited Away"

Found these sentences from Spirited Away, aren't they meaningful? oh wells..at least it shows the optimistic side of life..and acts as a form of strong encouragement for me to move on with life now..=)

Many things happened recently, be it good or bad..things which appeared to be on the bright side turned out to be disppointing, whereas those which seem to be bad happened to be real bad..haha guess my goddess of luck had gone for a long holiday? hmm tt just goes to show and prove that life is full of uncertainties, so happy or not..you'll still have to accept the truth..though it seem to be cruel, but tt is the only way we can learn and grow isn't it? A flower which grew up in a nursery can never withstand adversities and only through these cruelties, can we stand up to be a strong person in future...

if you can't change it, then just live with it..if you can't live with it, then just bear with it..and whatever that doesn't kills you, makes you a stronger person...

till then pals...