wohoo~~jasmine is back!! =) she is now really more mature and clear of she wants..thx to some who have unknowningly enlightened her..

have a fun and hectic week over the last few days..busy with the CCC stuff, chionging hw and studying for test + june test...and she'll be even much much busier next week rehearsing for the performance on fri..speaking of tt, anyone interested to come for the TJC Chinese Cultural Club Drama night nxt fri, 7.30-9++, @ TJC auditorium, tickets priced at $10 each...do come down and support yea?? Current supporters: my laogong (muacks!!), 2 xiao-guas (huiyin and phyllis) and zhuang yi...pathetic sia only 4..so can u guys be kind souls and drop jasmine a msg saying tt u're interested in going?? =P

jasmine'd been pondering over a few issues in the last few days...whether she'd made the correct choices in the first place or did she make the wrong step?? is tt what she really wanted/needed?? is tt what she was looking out for?? jasmine is confused and very very confused..but nvm life is full of confusions so jasmine shall learn to survive and live on...jasmine will grow stronger and braver..and good news!!! she's making progress in writing her very first own chinese novel orh..it will be on her real life story ooo!! jing qing qi dai worx~~

hihi the long-gone jasmine is back here again...but this time she'd gotten more maturen and emo..well which one comes first?? thru the stage of emo so learn to be mature? or mature le but loss the kid in me so become emo...? haha seem like i'd think too much le bahx..

mmm quite tong xin/tired over some things recently..moving house soon so life is getting hectic as well..probs are all popping up like irritating pimples..teachers giving tests and homeworks like they'd never done it before...parents show their famous black face + relectance to speak like they'd never done it before...well guess life had never been so sucky before bahx..at least up till this very point of time...seriously just feel like giving up everything and heck care..but well reality wun allow me to do so...yep and someone just hurt me like he/she had never done it before..maybe its subconsciously but still it hurts...it stings me like hell seriously...haha how long will i need to melt the ice mountain? or will i freeze to death in the process of melting it before i succeed..goodness i have no idea what i'm typing alr..in conclusion jasmine's current life sucks like hell and she'll appreciate kindness from everyone by not adding on to her agony..how? think about it yourself..what u wouldnt want others to do to u..dont do it on me..what hurts u when others say tt to u..dont say the same things to me..the jasmine now, though mature, is still as fragile as before..or even more fragile..so please handle her with care before she's really gone...don't let loose of your hands coz sand can easily slip out through your fingers...i have no idea when i'll turn from the seemingly hard pebble to weak and fine sand, slipping out of your fingers and gone forever...wow din noe jasmine could actually come out with such an emo post w/o much thinking in 5mins..tts commendable isnt it?? =/

till then my friends..till then......