even wonder how it feels like to be struck by lightning when u were acty enjoying the nice warmth from the sun?? its horrendous...
tt was practically how i'd started my day, my week...my 'wonderful' Monday...enuff said..
i wonder if it was accidental or delibrate...i really have no idea..
how exactly am i supposed to feel??
tt pulled me back to reality...
tt thing isnt mine to start with afterall....
its time to let go before everyone gets hurt...
i know i know..all these sentences may not make sense to you guys...bt its just a series of thoughts tt came to me throughout the day...doesnt matter if u can understand..its abstract..
Monday, June 22, 2009
Friday, June 19, 2009
maybe its time to move on...
hi all...its been a long time...
was really busy with np stuff recently...first was the atc camp which went rather well i'd say (though there were some sudden changes to some plans)...was quite impressed with the vs cadets in fact...shant elaborate much...
next was the lmsc course...i realised being complacent when one is doing certain thing for the 2nd time, is a common mistake for most ppl..well at the very least i feel tt i'm guilty of tt...=x 2nd time giving the teamwork lect bt i dun really feel tt there was any improvement as compared to the last one...oh wells..but i was really being an angel to my grp's cadets (nt that any of the insts were being devilish)
the last was the CLTC camp...taxing but fulfilling for me...though i wldnt say tt i'd manage to mould anyone into a leader..bt i must say tt i'd gotten to know some of them better...well, i believe they can do much better than wad they're doing now...its nt really abt me setting a standard for them to achieve, but more of tt i can see the potential in them to work tgt in reacher greater heights...haha so much said, bt at the end of the day its still up to them to seek their own path...
haven been able to sit down and have my own personal time till the last wed..was thinking thru a lot of things and taking stock of my life....
maybe its time for me to move on...wads the pt of harping on sth tt isnt possible rite? zhi zhuo le zhe me jiu, huo xu shi shi hou gai fang shou le..maybe it'll be better for everyone...just let me dwell in it till i start my uni life....till then.....
was really busy with np stuff recently...first was the atc camp which went rather well i'd say (though there were some sudden changes to some plans)...was quite impressed with the vs cadets in fact...shant elaborate much...
next was the lmsc course...i realised being complacent when one is doing certain thing for the 2nd time, is a common mistake for most ppl..well at the very least i feel tt i'm guilty of tt...=x 2nd time giving the teamwork lect bt i dun really feel tt there was any improvement as compared to the last one...oh wells..but i was really being an angel to my grp's cadets (nt that any of the insts were being devilish)
the last was the CLTC camp...taxing but fulfilling for me...though i wldnt say tt i'd manage to mould anyone into a leader..bt i must say tt i'd gotten to know some of them better...well, i believe they can do much better than wad they're doing now...its nt really abt me setting a standard for them to achieve, but more of tt i can see the potential in them to work tgt in reacher greater heights...haha so much said, bt at the end of the day its still up to them to seek their own path...
haven been able to sit down and have my own personal time till the last wed..was thinking thru a lot of things and taking stock of my life....
maybe its time for me to move on...wads the pt of harping on sth tt isnt possible rite? zhi zhuo le zhe me jiu, huo xu shi shi hou gai fang shou le..maybe it'll be better for everyone...just let me dwell in it till i start my uni life....till then.....
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