just a few questions:

1. Excuses or reasons? Is it just something to make you feel less guilty...or just something to help you escape from the reality...ask ur conscience...
2. Ready or not ready?
3. Much effort or no effort? it isnt about wonderful performance..its about the amt of effort shown to bring out ur own best potential...
4. Remorseful or cant be bothered?
5. Reflection or hatred?
men xin zi wen...

wad have we done wrong? i'm really totally clueless...absolutely...the framework? the attitude? the techniques? the communication? or are we simply lost in the youngsters' world? seems like we really cant take things for granted; what seems to be li suo dang ran in the past may not be so nowadays..are we answerable for such phenomenon?

are we not needed and redundant? will it be better off w/o us? if tts the case i'll be more than happy to leave...

angry? no....disappointed? no...its gek xim...it is heartbreaking to know that things are not turning out in the way that u'd been expecting...and its heartbreaking to see that things are not reciprocal...when others misunderstood ur good will for something else and repays u with hatred, utter displeasure and wad not...

enuff said...enuff mentioned...if some ppl simply prefer to indulge in self-denial, be my guest...i probably cant be bothered with it anymore...

pissed off to the max...i cant imagine someone just took my lab report, change my name to his and submit the report as his!!!! basket...

the guy who took my report was acty my first lab partner...din thought of him as such a person acty...but wad he did really disgust me...totally..

he claimed that he had no time to do his report (EXCUSES!!!) so he asked his female lab mate for her copy..duno wad went wrong in the process the lab mate ended up giving him mine report..so he happily deleted the names at the last page and insert his, print and submit to the TA my report...let me repeat...MY REPORT....

we were so shocked when we saw the exact same lab report lying in front of us yest when our reports were given back to us..at first i was still wondering how come jinghan submitted 2 copies of our report in different fonts (one in calibri and one in arial) until i flipped to the last page and saw that one of them has the name of tt guy...totally stunned and shocked...no words could come out of my mouth at that point of time..

and our very smart TA happily marked both copied without realising that they were the same and gave the exact same comments...how 'smart' right...so we went to ask her what went wrong in between and apparently she seem to be shocked on her side as well..wonderfulll reaction -.- she appeared to be slightly pissed and claimed that she'll ask him about it...but i seriously doubt her words (how to believe in someone who gives back the first 3 lab reports when the test is over and its the last pract??!?!)

couldnt bear the curiousity and rage, so i sms him just now to ask about things....zero guilt and totally dun see the fault in him...perfect...
'anyways it is not graded'
'anything serious happened?'
'haha...wat happened?'
omg u totally pluck my report and submit it under ur name and u dun see any fault in it?!?!!?! wake up your idea pls.

pissed to the max...let me emphasise....PISSED!

jasmine is finally 19years old..

haha as compared to the one last year, this year's bdae is slightly more peaceful and low-profile...at least dun ve the super big heart-shape with unglam photos of me on it hor hor hor laogong =p

so yup..a super cute bear frm jenna and PJ..erm a ms happy soft huggy thingy frm my aunt...and a treat to dinner + surprise cake frm HK..haha bigbig thank you to all these ppl and not forgeting those who sent their well wishes =)

well its rather special this year coz my chinese and english bdae acty falls on the same day..so haha those who believes in 4-D can go buy 1230 ya =p