i could feel my heart racing..hope it'll last =)

haloha~~~~ finally back from pulau ubin lo!! =D

a fun-filled trip to camp resilience this time round though it was a pity that we din get to do the actual campfire..=(

major activity on the first day was the HOBTCathon whereby i acty brought my atc grp and hollan (how do u acty spell that?!) the first stn was supposed to be at chek jawa but i brought them all the way out to the jetty area >.< sorry guys!! yea so we walked for around 4+ hours (?) and i was kinda affected by the sight of the ruins when we were trying to walk back to the campsite using the old-school route...it looked as though a war had taken place there and the mud floor was acty cracking..really really horrible and heart-broken..din get to slp well that night coz gotta share the tent with 5 other gals..well though most of us are rather small size, but its a 4-man tent u see..so i was practically been sandwiched in the middle and can hardly turn..but well, i'd rather squeeze with the gals then to let them slp in a tent full of ants larh..

2nd day was the TCP (team challange pyramid) and low ropes/maze etc..TCP was really really fulfilling coz the 5 of us pulled thru together, and i'm truly thankful for the other 4 da gor gor and teresa mdm =D if not for them, i might have just given up..the rock wall was really testing my limit and stretching them beyond wad i can manage..ya considering the fact that i ve short hands and legs...a bit hard to reach out far and grab wad i need la huh >.<>.<) i manage to do most of the obstacles with ease and leaped off for the flying fox w/o much hesitation..=D oh speaking of the flying fox, i suffered a big bruise becoz of it!!! as i was approaching the end, a very smart person (i shall not say who) suddenly tugged at the flying line and i went crashing into the landing structure and my right hip bone was not spared..and tt smart person still ve the cheeks to laugh..darnn..

3rd day was all the water activities: kayaking, WCJ and rafting + campfire..nth much for kayaking (except for the part which they made me stand up on the kayak and rayyan kept splashing sea water into my eyes -.-) WCJ was fine coz its my second jump acty, but the height was quite scary to be frank..just trying to act tough in front of others =x gulped a big mouthful of sea water and felt as though i'd reached my year's salt quota le..rafting was a new experience coz we tried a new structure (making a mental note to ask soon hui the outcome of it) went to prepare campfire after that (gotta multi-task by smacking those irritating mozzies) at no man's land BUT it rained just as we were about to set off for the campfire =( wad a pity! but well, i guess it equiped us with the skills to adapt to sudd changes and to always troubleshoot..thank goodness the 'lampfire' went rather well and everyone enjoyed i guess? but soo ps larhx, to act out the mermaid role, had to be super ba2 (hokkien) >.<

lao tian bu zuo mei la...started raining non-stop and our area-cleaning cant go on properly..if not could have gone home earlier..went to tampines mac for lunch after break camp and reached home at ard 2+...totally shag out but cldnt fall aslp..

learnt a lot of things during atc and a lot of new experiences with a grp of fun-loving team mates..=) though there might be some unhappy times, but i believe that the process of working together is still enjoyable. this camp will certainly be one that i'll rem deep in my heart..

tml still needa go back to HTA for one day nrc, hopefully can hear a good news that i'm anticipating...but at the same time, i shall rem wad i'd always told zy that the higher the expectations, the greater the disappointment..tt shld be able to cushion the fall just in case la huh..

kinda having a mixed feeling now..mm shall give myself and him more time to think about some things bahx..no hurry, slow and steady ^^

finally came to the end of the first NRC of HOBTC..

mm it was a brand new experience of coz..but there were still disappointments..oh wells nothing is perfect..

at least one thing worth celebrating for is my score for .38 shooting...highest record 168. acty cld have gotten 170 if they count the shot which landed on the line..generally everyone did well i guess, probably coz of the very good gun...can catch every single first pressure w/o much difficulty..

quite a few things to settle before setting off for ATC..group 1 identity..campfire proposal..pack bag..revise thru campfire songs..try out my gown...gosh i only have a day left to settle all these...hopefully i have enuff time >.<

alrights..shall go back to my grp identity..

fine fine fine..why do u always have to assume that i know??

and for goodness sake! i am NOT your boxing bag..dun u dare vent ur anger/frustration or wadever it is on me..

ok perfect end to my wonderful day...pissed

went for shopping tdy with mom and aunt in the morning at tamp..then zy came over to find me and went over to bugis to shop instead..found a very nice dress (but its 70+++ sia...so exp >.<) but bu she de mai...so settled for a 30+ de instead...bought a $63 long-sleeve shirt for daddy, $17 shawl and $13 munchies for mommy, $22 on booties, $20 on trackpants...mm yup and the bedsheet (yaya i know i kept mixing it up with mattress so stop luffing the 2 of u -.-) went home with 2 big BHG plastic bags and one of it has a lot more small small plastic bags...perfect shopping spree tdy (ya if i ignore certain things that might totally ruin my day)

gonna be another outing tml with ws, phy and hy...but i think hy cant make it =( wanted to pass her the long-belated bday present (hehe i'm finally done with it =D) ohoh and i got the gals christ presents frm candy empire when i had 'lunch' with other peeps yest at changi airport terminal 3...

course is gonna start next week, so better enjoy myself to the fullest this week..