yay jasmine signed her first teaching contract today!! she is officially employed as a part-time teacher at Science Buddies..so she is fully booked on every Saturdays from 10.30am to 6pm lo..

yepx signed the contract at the thomson centre along JASMINE ROAD..haha wad a coincidence..=P had a short briefing session by jennifer..she's a real nice lady =D..was given a stack of lesson plans and i'll be starting work NEXT saturday!! haha very fast sia..hope i'll be up to it..=)

went to help one of my friends after that which turned out to be errr...disaster >.< hehx in the end i yue bang yue mang la..heh heh paiseh lahx i'm nt trained in tt area marhx...

went home and cooked dinner after tt..long time since i'd last cooked for the entire family..watched peter pan after tt and i cried like mad towards the ending..think i'd cried too much coz having some dizzy spells now @.@

jasmine is very confused nowwwww....very very very confused...say yes oso cannot..say no oso cannot...got a lot of consequences to consider...well phy is right in saying that i'm still young and have a lot of time to try things out...well tts true but wad abt the aftermath?? will i be able to bear the consequences?? or will i lian lei the others around me as well?? mmm 've been thinking abt this issue many weeks & months le but still cant make the sense out of anything..nothing seems to be going in the right direction sia...and the worst is that i'm unclear of my own stand!!! =( saddening...

jasmine really wishes to end this stupid LAN TAO HUA this year!!! no more such nonsense next year pls..i've had enuff of dealing with superficial guys and that's that! seriously tired of balancing between not hurting and not leading on sia..fish...