omg jasmine lian is so so stupid...she'd done nothing bt stupid things for the past 18 years..wad a waste of life...

y did i rush out of home in the midst of studying? y did i ran around looking for that shop? why did i cross the road like it has no cars? why did i sit down there for half-an-hour in the breeze and ended up sneezing non-stop right now? why did i choose to walk away and hide in my hermit shell?!?!?! damn..

u wanted to know why i'd turned up there?

i tot u'd be upset...i tot u needed a shoulder or a pair of listening ears...i tot u needed warmth...

i guess i was wrong...

i tot i'd learnt smart...i tot i'd let go...i tot i'd no more tears left...

i guess i was wrong for the 2nd time...

bu shi sheng qi...bu shi shi wang...shi xin tong...