take back all the well wishes...they are no longer needed i guess...

it really just shows wad a failure i am...maybe i'm really not cut for such things...they never ended with happy endings...

i tot i could trust....i tot i could rely on...i tot i could take off my mask...i tot i could let down my guard...i tot i could tear down the wall surrounding my heart...but i guess i'll just ve to build them back coz i've lost all faith..and i've gotta try to find my way to swim up back to the surface coz i'd simply plunged too deep in..

jasmine lian..u've gotta stop having that kind of false hope and stop fantasizing...people and things on this world are just so realistic and the world won't stop spinning just becoz u've chosen to stop. stop hoping that there's someone for u to rely on coz no one is gonna sacrifice and stop along with u...u ve to be strong becoz no one cares..

i'm such a failure...