yay i love yest!!!!!!!!! haha went to National Library since morning till evening time with jer..ehh quite productive lahx..just tt its a little cold and the poor us have to study on the floor..hmm then we took neoprints as well plus 2 nice meals of yoshi and pasta..oh haha but then zhong dian of yest is not the study session...hehex bt instead, the dinner onwards...

hmm he came to meet us for dinner..hehex but we'd actually finished dinner le...lolx jer was simply astonished by the speed he finished dinner..hmm then jiu hui jia le..hehex yep ran hou jiu xi yi man man zou hui jia..oh oh oh!! there's a 2-3 yrs old indian boy boy who followed him!!! haha first time a kid din run away after seeing him..=p but the boy boy really really very cute!!! haha almost wanted to carry him home..lol ok tts nt the point..oh then he said dun want immediately go home..so jiu zai jia lou xia zuo zuo lo...hehex nei rong bu yi xiang da zhong ka fang...zong zhi jiu hen hen hen kai xin jiu dui le..hehex you xing fu de gan jue o!! ^c^

haha bad day today...but well nevertheless...hopefully they'll learn their lesson and really reflect on it..if not then its just a waste of my lunch, energy, time, saliva, blood cells and brain cells..haha scold ppl also need brain power and brain juice de ok..and sore throat is the resultant of shouting too much and straining too much of throat..hehex hai hao mei zao xia...=P

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Speedtest

wah today quite tiring sia...pe ran to the shortcut lucky heights....than chiong to do my gp presentation slides...in the end din have time to present..o.0 after that had express tutorials..haha express tutorials means a whole straight row of tutorial periods..so practically din eat anything until erm 3 plus i think..=S

nth very special today nehx..in fact a little disappointed..haha but its alright!! there isn't any promise in the first place..so i shldnt expect anything! =) shld be contented with what i have..this shld be all for today le...till then frenx..

I like it like this...=)

Hi ppl!!! haha psps seems like its been a long time since i last blogged..=p oh heck the last emo post coz the one that you are reading right now at this moment will be a happy and cheerful one!! =)

haha thursdays used to be my #@%%&*! day coz its so long and there is pe at the last period!! oh but now i simply like thursday...coz it gives me surprises after school!!! hehex i like the moments of waiting together...taking bus together...walking together...

虽然你什么都没说，但这样静静地走在我身边身后的你，让我很有安全感，很舒服... 那天你打电话告诉我你在学校外面等我，真得让我吓死了！但同时，也有一种甜甜的滋味，被照顾，被疼爱的感觉。居然有人等我放学耶！虽然没有什么甜言蜜语，有时也呆呆得像个木头，但我就是喜欢上了这样的你！你耐性地听着我发牢骚，我感趣地听着你说故事，这样的相处方式似乎也很窝心。我喜欢你常常打电话来谈天，喜欢你怪怪的撒娇方式，喜欢你的关心，喜欢你害羞的甜言蜜语...^c^

a lonely birthday

haha finally turned 17yrs old le...under much well wishes of my frenx and my bro...

some asked mi what do i want for my bdae present...i ponder for awhile...and i said..its nt sth you guys can give mi...actually what i want is really simple, all i wish for is to spend a little bit of your time with you...it need nt be a celebration..it can just be a short time to meet up and do some catching up...tts all tt i'm asking for..really...really...

haha how sad rite? I cant even rem when was the last time i'd blown my own bdae candles...was it 6yrs old or 5? well nt saying that bdae must have a cake..(though it will be good to have one) bt i really want to spend time with my frens and family, sitting down and chat abt all sort of craps! haha how irony...everyone smsed mi to ask mi to enjoy my day with my frenx...arent you one of my frens? oh wells...i guess having a bdae gal to stay at home the whole day, rotting in front of the computer seems to be quite a good idea yea? esp so when her heart was still so excited and keen yesterday to have someone to date her out on her big day..a day once in a yr..

oh wells...ya maybe i shld just numb myself bahx..wads a 17th yr old bdae in a live of 50-60 years right? there are still so many more opportunities...to be disappointed...but no matter how many times i said "its alright", "its ok", "i'm used to it"...i still cldn't convince myself tt its alright to celebrate bdae by myself...i still cant accept it...i tried..and i failed...how dumb right? and now i truly understand wad it means by ku xiao bu de...the feeling of swallowing all the disappointment and tears...oh how fair the heaven is to treat a bdae gal lidat....

well..its just an emo post..just click the [X] button on the top right hand corner of the page and leave quietly if you dun like it...thank you...this wld be the least you can do to a 17 yr old bdae gal...

had a bad start for the day...my parents went to see the HOD, all because for my disgusting results..well its definitely a wake-up call for mi...so no more dreaming no more slacking!!! and strictly no more time for keeping my mind occupied by some other stuff de!!!! >.<

hahaz but the rest of the day was still quite ok lahx...bio spa wasn't that tough and hopefully i din screw up..haha but i swear i really feel like eating the apple puree in the small beaker!!! it simply smells so so wonderful lahx..but dun noe whether got chemical in it not..=x hmm but the timetable was quite packed today..one lesson straight after another..haha no time to take a breather sia..good thing there's no official lessons tml...phew..=P

yeah i'm looking forward to tml...National Day Parade!!!! haha wells..its just a small one lahx..bt at least we're all proud to be a part of the marching and flag contingent...we represent the pride we have in our UGs...argh but i'm still struggling whether to wear the cadet's uniform or the CI one...sharks..oh wells, see my mood lahx hehex...so guys, jiayou for tml yea?! its our last time drilling and marching together in the contingent! so let it be our best shot and impress the rest!!! =)

if tt someone happens to see this post...i'll like to say something...wo bu zai xi huan ni le!! suo yi fang xi de qu zhui xun ni suo yao de ba, bu yao you ren he de kui jiu huo qian gua...wo bu hui fang zai xing shang de...jia you lo..wo hui zhi chi ni de...yong yuan de...zhi chi ni...^^

haha back to blog again...paiseh for the last 2 emo-tic posts..but i'd finally woke up...was on my way home a few days back, and i saw this gal on the same bus as me..she came down from the upper deck of the bus and alighted at the same bus-stop as me..i waited at the bus-stop for my nxt bus and she walked away, into a path which will probably take 20 minutes to reach home...

wondering why am i saying this story which appears to be so normal? becoz this gal whom i'm talking about is someone who is born handicapped...her left leg is only half the length of her the other leg and she supports herself with an artificial leg...and she is merely a primary school kid...the path to home may seem to only take us 20 minutes..but to her, it can be 30 minutes, 40 minutes or more...carrying the heavy sch bag, limping under the big hot sun, accepting all the weird glances..i seriously wonder how is she able to stand up tall and brave and i truly admire her...tt incident finally knocked some sense into me..why am i so bothered and troubled by my small problems when a younger kid out there can take in much more than i could? so for those who are reading this post right now..dun grumble and complain about your life when you're already so so much more fortunate than some others out there...be gladful and learn to appreciate what you have..and not think of what you lack of..

and i just came to realise tt some things are just not so easy to be forgotten..the more you want to forget it..the more you will be reminded of it..ironic rite? haha well tts life...change it or accept it, as i'd always mentioned...i certainly hope tt my emotions will nt affect my Bio SPA tml..cannot afford to screw up anymore test le..haha so shall set my mind clear tml, no more imaginations, no more brooding over stuff, no more figures in my mind..

CONCENTRATE CONCENTRATE AND CONCENTRATE!!!! haha i must be going bonkers le...well good luck to all those taking bio spa tml or even to those who'd taken it today...jiayou lo everyone!! =)