boo! quite come time since i'd updated..

the day after grad day, phy and zheng yu came over to my hse for a mugging session...zy arrived first at ard 9 and phy at 9+..did maths qns all the way until lunchtime..the "big chef" Mr Khoo Zheng Yu was supposed to prepare lunch but kept grumbling tt there is nth in my kitchen tt can be cooked...ok lah i admit there's nt much food stock in my kitchen coz seldom eat at hm mahx..>.<>.<>

went for HAP interview on last thurs..tot it was quite an okay one though there were certain qns on homosexuality tt i kinda find them weird..ya apparently i was the only one wearing so formal lah can..almost everone were in their sch uniform and i was in my suit (more of like a business suit or formal wear - blouse, jacket, black pants and court shoes)..haha gen was saying tt i looked like as though i can report for work at the headquarters simply anytime..well i'll be damn glad to do so bahx..mine was scheduled at 2.45 but apparently i only went in at ard 3.30 coz everyone took roughly 30mins for their interview instead of the pre-planned 15mins..so went in and face a panel of 5 interviewers out of there are 2 whom i am personally more familiar of..shall nt mention their names but one of them appear to be very bored and tired so was totally nt smiling..mm the rest of the 4 were quite ok find them quite friendly in comparison with other interviewers whom i'd seen...it was like a friendly chat with them coz i'd told them ans that came right from the bottom of my heart..jasmine took off a thick layer of her mask, leaving only one thin layer of professionalism..soon 30mins was gone and i hadnt realised tt i'd spoken to them for so long! thanked them and walked out of the room proudly, hoping to leave a good impression till the very last min..had a sense of relief when i left the interview room, felt tt i'd done sth tt i'd nv done before..ray past me an umbrella aftertt coz it was raining like mad..thx lotx! =) so yupx i have one police umbrella now!! =D

over the weekends, "had a date on sat" and went somewhere special to mug on sunday..=) it was a very nice experience, sth tt i'd nv tried before..it was the first time i'm so close with my good friends and it was a unique mugging experience..thanks to nanny for taking care of the 3 of us!! u did a great job and i'm super thankful for all that you'd done!! i'd nv expected someone to be abt to sacrifice soooooo much for a person...perhaps it isnt a form of sacrifice to him ba..but no matter wad, i'm really envious of the 2 of u during the mugging period sia and i really wish the best for the 2 of u...jiayou ya!! i'm sure he will be a good guy for you and i believe things will work out between the 2 of u..my blessings~~ ^^

had been going to bedok library with hy and phy for the past 2 days..super productive actually coz its a library and there isnt much things tt u can do there other than to study..so ya like influenced by the environment and atmosphere to mug seriously..will be going there again tml and hope tt can be as productive as well...

no photos yet bt i'll upload them to my blog soon...

some msg dedication to some ppl:

jiayou kh coz i know u're a nice guy and she will learn to appreciate u de! or maybe she is alr appreciative of u just tt she duno how to express or maybe its just nt the right time..i have faith in you and i believe i can entrust her to you..you're the first one whom i approve of so dont fall short of either me or her expectation yea? JIAYOU and i shall give the 2 of you all my blessings!!! =D

i duno wad to say to you but u just seems to grumble abt things in ur life w/o looking at how much effort u'd put it..perhaps u shld have looked at how much others had done before u cry abt how pathetic u are..

if you know tt u'll be sry for ur actions..then dun do it in the first place...it hurts...i'm nt angry so dun say sorry...but i just dun understand wads on ur mind..

if tt is really wad u want..go for it my dear gal..but settle As first yea? work hard for another 1 month and you can go do watever u like le..so now just dun think so much and tackle with ur school work first bahx..i believe u can do it de..so stay focus and stay innocent & pure ya! ^^ ahma loves u!! *muacks and hugs*

tts all tt i have to say for today..lots of mixed feelings bt i'm nt gonna care so much le..so cares whether i'm attached or not..so wad if i am and so wad if i'm nt? As is the most impt thing of my life now and i'm nt gonna bother myself with other stuff..at least nt till my exams are over..so for now, jasmine will be the cold-blooded girl who will continue to put on her mask in front of everyone..

till...

one

day

when

the

prince

comes

by

to

pluck

off

her

mask...

till then...