yep uni life had started...here comes a new phase of my life..

its a total different lvl of education when u reach university. no one will never nag at you again. no one bothers if you fall asleep during lectures (well unless if you have a super good buddy who doesnt fall asleep along with you =x) no one cares if you turn up for ur lectures or tutorials. at the end of the day, you reap what you sow. that is the only thing that matters.

its high time to be independent, disciplined yet motivated. its time to learn self-control and priortisation. its time to grow.

there's a lot of things to keep me occupied. and i mean really occupied. got to keep up with the good habit of pre-reading for every single lecture, start doing tutorials once uploaded. have to try to get more school to participate. got to lead those kids into preparing the competition. got to start making new friends and catch up with the old ones. got to put my heart and soul into all the different areas. anyone has any solution as to how to split jasmine up into different selfs so that i can juggle so many different things at the same time? i used to tell people that everything has got its time, but looks like now i can't really find enough time to settle everything. (PS its only the start of the term, more to come)

when everything comes pouring at you (and you've got no one to share the load with. just be thankful that they dont add on to your load) you will just feel like throwing everything off your shoulders and walk away. of course i know that its definitely not the right attitude, but i just cant help feeling that way ya. maybe i should really just leave some things behind once i've done my part and its time for others to do theirs. maybe i really should...