to know when exactly you're dying?
*warning: this is an extremely depressing entry. viewer's discretion is advised..
if given a choice, will you
(1) choose to know when you're gonna die so that you can...
- leave the rest of your life to the fullest and leave no regrets
- spend the rest of your life trying very hard to make that day come slower (even though deep inside, you know that's impossible)
(2) choose to not know and live your live as per normal
up till today, i'll still choose option 1 for myself...
but, i'll really rather not know it for my family and friends....coz its too depressing for me to bear..
yes, if i know, then at least i can do whatever i can to accompany that person till his/her very last breath, grant all of his/her wishes, adjust myself to be able to accept his/her absence...
but all those are just too much to bear...
if that someone had been by your side for the past 10-20 years, how are you going to 'learn' how to accept his/her absence?
maybe i'm all too emotional.....or not?
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